Saturday, July 7th, 2007


In order to avoid any issues between them mitda and emelina have diced up my time.  Evenings go to emelina, mornings to mitda.  mitda and I wake around 4am anyway, so we have time in the mornings for coffee, playtime, fucking, whatever, and emelina takes care of me after work, showering me, putting my workthings away, etc.  I usually sleep between them at night, while emelina’s husband sleeps on the other side of her.

It’s a rather odd feeling to have my time sliced and diced this way.  As slaves mitda and emelina have no rights to my person, only the privileges I give them.  But at the same time they only have the obligations to each other that I put on them, that and the fact that they do love each other quite a bit, and did prior to emelina joining the D/s side of our relationship.  

We will see how this arrangement works out.  It has only been a few days, so it is too soon to tell at the moment whether it will at all work out.  The main issue I have is missing the two of them together, whether as slaves, lovers or friends they are a joy to me to watch together, and I will find ways to bring that about as much as possible.  E., emelina’s husband, has again been wonderful about the situation.  He has the self confidence and self knowledge necessary to accept that both his wife and his girlfriend are owned by someone, even though the personal desire either to own or be owned is simply not something he possesses.

Mitdasein

In order to avoid any issues between them mitda and emelina have diced up my time.  Evenings go to emelina, mornings to mitda.  mitda and I wake around 4am anyway, so we have time in the mornings for coffee, playtime, fucking, whatever, and emelina takes care of me after work, showering me, putting my workthings away, etc.  I usually sleep between them at night, while emelina’s husband sleeps on the other side of her.

It’s a rather odd feeling to have my time sliced and diced this way.  As slaves mitda and emelina have no rights to my person, only the privileges I give them.  But at the same time they only have the obligations to each other that I put on them, that and the fact that they do love each other quite a bit, and did prior to emelina joining the D/s side of our relationship.  

We will see how this arrangement works out.  It has only been a few days, so it is too soon to tell at the moment whether it will at all work out.  The main issue I have is missing the two of them together, whether as slaves, lovers or friends they are a joy to me to watch together, and I will find ways to bring that about as much as possible.  E., emelina’s husband, has again been wonderful about the situation.  He has the self confidence and self knowledge necessary to accept that both his wife and his girlfriend are owned by someone, even though the personal desire either to own or be owned is simply not something he possesses.

Mitdasein